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elkement is featured at Mathematical Art Digital Exhibition!!
... and I still cannot believe it!! I am over the moon and still do not believe it!
Artworks of my 2023 series Reality and Imagination are part of the Mathematical Art Digital Exhibition at Queens College, New York!!
Images are now shown on screens in the new multimedia space at the math department and online at:
https://www.qc.cuny.edu/academics/math/made-gallery/
This is the first time ever my art is "officially presented" - in a place other than my website or social media! I am over the moon!
Thanks to everybody who reposted or liked my art! You have given me the courage to submit my art! I am also grateful that the curator of the exhibition, math professor and math artist Christopher Hanusa created a truly open call for art - not requiring a formal education in art or a track record as an artist!
I've submitted four images out of thirteen in the series to the exhibition. Here is the complete series on my website, with more background and links to the many different artistic experiments I did with Reality and Imagination - real and imaginary part of complex function 1/z :-)
All thirteen images are available for sale as prints on INPRNT - as fine art prints, posters, stickers, acrylic/metal/canvas prints, art cards, mini prints.
Here are the ones in the exhibition, each shown with a different type of print:
Reality and Imagination #3 - link for fine art print:
Reality and Imagination #5 - showing the art card version:
Reality and Imagination #0 - e.g. available as acrylic print:
Reality and Imagination #12 - as a cute mini print:
#art#art exhibition#mathematical art#mathematics#complex functions#artists on tumblr#portfolio#science side of tumblr#art prints#i am so happy#this is so surreal#queens college#cuny#mathart
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MDZS x Firefly AU: A ragtag crew.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#firefly#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#lan wangji#jiang yanli#Wen Ning#Wen Qing#nie huaisang#xue yang#A-qing#That's right! this month's flavour of MDZS AU is Space Western!#I recently rewatched the show and forgot that the lore essentially made everyone bilingual in Mandarin and English.#It's fun to hear characters talk in mandarin and now understand a little bit of what they're saying!#A Firefly AU fits them so well and I need to talk about it.#I have strong thoughts about my placement for all of these characters. Let's start with the most likely to be contraversial:#I think a less thought-out AU would pitch Wei Wuxian as the Captain or a Companion.#But there are a several reasons why that would simply not be the case:#Wei Wuxian is smart! He's good at what he finds a passion and interest in! Piloting is a complex skill that grants him a freedom to explore#He wants to kick back and chill! He would hate the responsibility of being the captain! That's JC's job!#In my heart he's also second in command - which does make WWX essentially Zoe and Wash smashed together.#Companions are also persons of high rank in this universe. Something WWX is very...not defined as.#Someone beautiful of higher social rank...someone who yearns for someone they want to explode in their mind...It was no contest.#I think there are a lot if really interesting things to explore with LWJ as a companion. Functionally they are similar to Courtesans -#But it isn't always about the sex - A Lan Wangji who sees himself only through the wants and needs of others -#is a really interesting angle I have been pondering a lot about.#Final thought to close up this long ramble: Yes. It is so essential that every space crew have a 'Weird Teen (girl optional) on board'.#Will I post more of this? Maybe! If people want to see more!
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A simplified version of the thing I feel like goes on in my brain.
Blank version under the readmore if you want to be a bit silly+introspective with your own "settings"
#I made this in like 15 minutes so it's missing things. like I should have a spot for executive functioning ability etc#the idea is that every part has their own settings of Things and when we can recognize the settings we recognize the part#I don't feel like explaining further#obviously this is a bit silly but it's also a very real feeling to me#anyway. have a Thing.#actuallydid#dissociative identity disorder#complex dissociative disorder
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Just want to say, love your mimick au. I only found it like, an hour ago and I've devoured everything in the tag and I'm planning to do the same to the spellbound and monster hunter aus.
That said, in one of the mimick fanfics, Orion tells Prowl to leave him alone and to find a hobby, but a comic that (presumably) happens after this conversation when Orion meets Jazz, Orion seems to be back to working with Prowl. I thought the whole "leave me alone" order would go on infinitely because Orion didn't seem to have his goal locked down and he also never specified when to come back. So how did they return to working together? Did Orion find Prowl post-meltdown, or was it Prowl who just set an arbitrary amount of time before going back to Orion and going "so, how do you feel about defying god?" I just find Orion and Prowl's relationship so interesting in this au, simply because of how Orion doesn't seem to apply his morals about freedom and coexistence to Prowl despite the fact he's the one who points out that Prowl didn't include himself in his calculations, but at the same time, if he doesn't recognize Prowl's autonomy and only sees him as a tool (chatGPT style), he would have to accept that he's the one responsible for Prowl's actions because he's the one using him. But also also, Prowl encourages him to not take responsibility for all the immoral actions (like killing monsters to keep the Council's favor), which I think Orion does take up, but that would indirectly be accepting Prowl as a individual capable of making his own decisions, you know? It also the fact that Orion and Prowl both have different (and somewhat incompatible) ways of communicating. I was thinking when Orion asked Prowl to what he'd do to make the most amount of mechs happy, Prowl understood it literally: the majority of the population are non-monsters, so statistically, he'd focus on making non-monsters happy. But Orion doesn't want to make most mechs happy; he wants a diverse and equitable society, and that doesn't necessarily lead to happiness, especially in transition phases. Even in the academy, monsters are learning to compromise to live in a non-monster society; compromises are about restriction, which often aren't a source of happiness. But Orion equates that vision to happiness, and probably gets a bad impression of Prowl given "free reign" from his answer. It's great, it's so juicy.
And contrasts so well with how Prowl and Jazz interact and communicate with each other. Like how Prowl makes an attempt to learn hand language for Jazz in the same way he attempts to comfort Orion post-Shockwave demonification. But unlike Orion who has "Prowl is not alive" at the core of their dynamic, Jazz doesn't know and sees Prowl's attempt to learn as a genuine attempt to understand/communicate. You can argue that Prowl is just "programmed" to try and get more information and it's just efficient to ensure Jazz doesn't get carpal tunnel while working together, but you can also argue that we're all programmed to do that as well; small talk or bids for attention are behaviors/actions to build connection through information exchange that we are trained to do from formative years and general society. Which is to say, even if Prowl learns and tries to accommodate Jazz for mission purposes, it doesn't negate the fact that he is investing effort into communicating and building the foundation for a meaningful connection in the same way other people do. It's great, I'm having a blast with the whole AU.
Orion despite being afraid to continue his mission still has responsibilities in his Order so him and Prowl. Yeah hahah they just keep working together but purely on their usual legal tasks. I didn’t talk about the whole situation enough yet but basically Prowl never informed Orion about his new quest of suing God. Primarily because he knows that Orion definitely will try to stop him.
It’s kind of like. “What isn’t forbidden can automatically be considered allowed” mentality.
Also MY GOD YES. My favourite part of this au is reading asks like yours:0 Prowl exists in that thin line between being and not being a person capable of his own choices. Orion exists on the thin line between considering him being one of those options. He can’t see Prowl as a “real mech” because he knows for a fact it’s not true. But then seeing him as a tool means accepting that all questionable things he does are Orion’s responsibility.
At the end of the day Prowl is a metaphorical piece of fabric Orion uses to clean his consciousness. In his eyes Prowl isn’t alive enough to be fully blamed for all the bad things he does but he is also alive just enough for Orion to say “it was your fault. Not mine.”
Jazz doesn’t have that dilemma. Uh. Yet haha he will discover the truth eventually of course~. He thinks Prowl is obviously a real mech because in his world magic isn’t alive. It can create an illusion of a mech, sure, this is what all usual golems are, but it’s not smart or believable enough. It’s like one of those tests where all people think they can tell if they’re talking to an AI chat bot because “duh I would obviously know” and then fail to distinguish AI from a real person. Jazz is perceptive but he doesn’t know what to look for. All he knows is that Prowl is somehow doesn’t love anyone but seems to care about of things that aren’t people.
Also it’s a bit unrelated but I find it soooo interesting playing with the usual concepts of magic and technology. Because usually magic is perceived as something more “coming from your heart” and “connected with emotions” while technology tends to be more “soulless” and “emotionless”. And then we have the entire world of robots who think they are alive and magic isn’t :)
#also it’s fun how for humans#developing and growing are considered to be part of being alive#and I’m not only talking of like growing emotionally here#human babies can’t properly talk or walk or do anything really#while cybertronians don’t have the same learning process#their processors are fully developed from the start. their limbs are instantly functional#physical development isn’t something they consider natural#and I know I can’t really call Prowl something physical since he’s basically a walking spell#but he very much has that ‘growing’ aspect to him#he is a spell that complicates itself gradually#from something initially simple and to impressively complex system of thinking and behaving and making assumptions and decisions#while an average Cybertronians have their brains being fully capable of everything from the beginning and grow purely by gaining new experi#experience#…..Jazz is gonna have such an interesting time figuring this shit out lmao#tf mimics au
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you love blood too much. but not like I do

#my art tag#hangman adam page#hangman page#aew#wrestling#using him like a doll or an action figure to play out my religious complexes with#ethel cain's infamous is present. of course.#also functions as#kassidy art
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#autistic experiences#neurospicy#autism memes#autistic memes#autistic things#autistic culture#autism#actually autistic#autism spectrum disorder#autistic#auadhd#adhd memes#check engine light#mentally tired#its the tism#mentally unstable#mentally exhausted#repair#mental illness#chronic pain#depression and anxiety#over it#neurodivergent memes#dark humor#dont ask#coping#high functioning autism#self expression#ableism#complex ptsd
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physeng(write, file, "tco_physeng_breakdown.png");
to:compiler {file}
to:compiler {txt: "Internet and Outernet are full of StickFigures with similar body plans, so there are optimizations for rendering vector strokes specifically. it's way more efficient to use those optimizations than keep calculating perfect spheres for no aesthetic benefit."}
{txt: "btw why haven't heat issues been patched yet"}
{txt: "i fixed this years ago for the latest model. remember."}
from:compiler {txt: "Thank you. The avast! nodes will appreciate the credits. TheChosenOne.exe has been unreachable for some time."}
to:compiler {txt: "you mean OuternetPhysEng still won't update their programs"}
from:compiler {txt: "Yes."}
to:compiler {txt: "and still won't provide a specific location?"}
from:compiler {txt: "Do not allow them to bring up the moral argument again."}
to:compiler {txt: "OK. fine. yes. i will spare both of us"}
to:compiler {txt: "abridged or full docs?"}
from:compiler {txt: "Abridged. Please describe the acronyms."}
to:compiler {txt: "ofc"}
{txt: "
sel.per.filter: standard StickFigure component (src)*****. invisible membrane with special collision properties. protects mouthparts.
H2O scoop: avast! code. implements water retrieval from ambient air.
EIS: avast! code. destroys ingested materials identified as, "dangerous" before they reach internal systems.
SOS: avast! code. they only said this one was, "used for control."
ECL: avast! code. recycles some forms of contact energy.
THROUGHLINE: base code, initialization data, and processing space for vitals. found in some form in all StickFigure-type worms. following unique sectors noted: Black Hole Monitoring System, Basic Intake Threat Enum, Fly By Wire.
smaller points list other vital and peripheral systems.
"}
from:compiler {txt: "Thank you. That's enough."}
end(physeng());
@compressedrage as per my previous email /silly
related: pliable stick figure biotech
#part silly part serious effort part headcanon lore dump part speculation part diegetic technical document-#the most complex diagram i ever-#anD the entire interconnected system of hcs ive had on TCO functionality to date.#pleeeeeeease ask me about it :33333 if u wanna#of course chosen would have no clue about Any of these specifics. that's like expecting a preschooler to know the Krebs Cycle.#meaning no insult to their intelligence - just that there's no way for them to know unless someone tells em ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and there's no junior high Health class for elusive hi-PWR sticks. seems like these two are big fans though(?)#;3#***** ''filter is a two-way selectively permeable membrane that allows some objects through and rejects others ...#... can: filter gases from liquids ... cannot: filter microparticles (smoke [or] aerosols)''#--/ art#--/ story#alan becker#ava the chosen one#animator vs animation#subpixels#executable!au#ava au
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I hate that I'm considered "high functioning". I barely qualify for any "level" of disability in my country and I will never get a disability income. Yes. I'm able to go to work. But I will not be able to hold it for more than a few months before getting burned out and having daily meltdowns. No, having 10 minutes extra work break won't help me. Neither will wearing headphones or carrying fidgets. I'm literally not able to work 40h a week without severe negative consequences... How do i fucking exist in this society!
#Post brought to you by me quitting another job#autistic#autistic adult#meltdown#autism#actually autistic#disabilties#disabled#high functioning autism#low support needs#anxeity#cptsd problems#ptsd#complex ptsd#burnout#send help#mental health
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*breathes deeply* new fic? new ongoing fic to read? holy moly there's so much to catch up on, that is a lot of reading. (not speaking about fic only. i mean also asks here, because they can be gold nuggets of fun things. and i have not checked for months for tiredness,, woe)
favourite things about new fic so far: zhongli going down rabbit holes of information of Things he Does Not Know because alternate reality and a most favourite shared disconnect from the rest of the world. very understandable. love to see that. also love to see how he's trying to act according to appropriate power levels and is still overpowered. ... actually, is it a full alternate reality or is it another time travel shenanigans (or both)? because. just because. i have a feeling i'm reading it too fast in haste so i may well be missing things that make that more or less obvious
my confusion of reading in haste too much aside, did i see something about being able to ask for outfit doodles? 👀 if no one else has yet i am here for it (as long as it is not a trouble)
absolutely no trouble, i just cleaned it up a bit and colored it in. here's the crew so far! god i can't believe i nailed guizhong's hair color and blue-white color scheme in cyanide LMAO literally colorpicked her haircolor from one of my drawings of her hahah
#also aaaaaaaaa thank you!!!#ily <3 <3 <3#happy to hear you're enjoying the fic!! good to have you back#tiny note childe is like an inch taller than zhongli here#i just think that if it's a modern au and they're both human it's like- childe's functionally russian#i figure his genetics are probably going to make him taller than zhongli even if only a tiny bit#if zhongli's not human then he strikes me as the taller of the two bc i mean. dragon#xiao is still chronically short tho#xingqiu and hu tao are both on platforms#guizhong is in sandals bc madame ping doesn't let her leave the house barefoot#no hair gradient for zhongli here sadly. if they're all fully human he doesn't strike me the type to dye his hair#fully human with unnatural hair colors of course. anime logic. i don't think chongyun would dye his hair either#i simply draw the line at gradients being something they're born with idk i don't have complex reasoning for it it's just vibes#xiao's white shirt is a tanktop btw
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~ Grey and colorful. Cutting through each other. Chasing each other. Meeting in the center, leaning on each other, forming an infinite line. ~
Reality and Imagination: Real and imaginary part of complex function 1/z.
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i'm clearing out a lot of my old bookshelves because like. my bedroom at my parents' house was not a habitable space when i moved back here, and a big part of that is that a whole wall is bookshelves that have undergone no real pruning since i first got sick. so, in close to 20 years.
anyway do you guys know what it feels like to be down to "as many books as actually fit on the shelves, no double stacking, and with only 2 floor piles still to sort through" (profound relief) followed by the knowledge that there's five full boxes still in the garage...
#i'm REALLY trying to be ruthless but the problem is you can spend two hours sorting books. But Then.#you can feel your sorting mechanisms Actively Warping so you need to take a break to hard reset#and the problem is i have the disease that makes you bad at long term complex executive functions.#so as you imagine this has been harrowing.#like not in that i get really attached to the physical books and it's hard to let them go. i would love to let them go.#i just get so fucking sick of Deciding.
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Who I was changed regularly, faces coming and going without warning; I was so many, too many, thus I wound up being nobody. Nothing stayed static — I never stayed static — there was no starting point. We were a jumbled, erratic galaxy, a constantly-shifting kaleidoscope of constellations, incapable of being neatly filed into a list.
#thrivingwhilemultiple#name clouds#living recovering thriving#dissociative identity disorder#complex multiplicity#thrivingmotley#system mapping#system communication#polyfragmented#functional multiplicity#actually polyfrag#actually did#actually cdd#cdd recovery#did recovery#did osdd#did stuff#did blog#thriving while multiple
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Don't mind me.
I'm just a person.
Sitting here wondering.
How Joey Batey can be SO GOOD AT SO MANY GODDAMN THINGS.
And feeling like a total failure in comparison! 🥹
#joey batey#fantastic actor#transportingly complex musician#studied at cambridge when i couldn't even get in#has written and optioned a novel that sounds STUPENDOUS when i haven't even finished drafting any of my seven ideas#i'm sitting on the sofa distracted from work and he is...doing everything#i can't even summon the energy/executive function/complex thought to cook a meal from scratch right now never mind any actual achievements#jesus
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Sbr is only mildly morally ambiguous and that’s okay
okay so the title is misleading 🫣 this is just a short examination of Johnny v Valentine (and Johnny & Valentine) with a little analysis of the confrontation.
for me valentine’s defining character trait isn’t his patriotism but that’s he’s a massive fucking liar. excellent writing for a politician. the only promise he ever kept was the one he made to lucy not to harm steven. and even then valentine is also super vindictive, so even though he didn’t kill him he made sure to torture him a little. Valentine is not at all the magnanimous man he presents himself to be and the constant discrepancy between his words and his actions proves that. when he’s trying to trick johnny into ending the rotation he hits all correct appeals but johnny knows in his gut that this man is a liar.
sometimes ppl act like sbr proposes a huge moral quandary about valentine’s intentions and whether he was the one “walking the righteous path” all along. but there’s really not. that’s Johnny’s internal battle. Since nick’s death johnny believed himself to be a curse / burden / bad person, but through the race he undergoes several trials that end in self-improvement and learning to have grace with himself. by the end of the narrative Johnny has evolved into someone who does have the strength of character and integrity necessary to judge the actions of someone else, whether he believes it or not, and regardless of whether he feels the right to. So yes, johnny was right to kill valentine. there’s no ifs or buts about it. the true brutality and cruelty of Valentine’s ideal world was very clearly portrayed in the way D4C Love Train functions. the corpse appeared to ‘choose’ Valentine by granting him Love Train, but at the same time it was also healing Johnny. if we look at the corpse through the lens of it primarily being a tool used to achieve the collector’s desires, we see that it empowered both Valentine and Johnny and indirectly or not set them on a collision course with each other. Perhaps there was a question of who was ‘righteous’ for the corpse itself, but the narrative itself tells us over and over again that it’s Johnny.
look at it this way. Johnny, who for most of his life believed he was spiritually and later physically damaged beyond hope, was empowered through the corpse and ended the narrative with a new chance at life. Valentine, who desired a world where not just America would prosper, but where he would be the head of said prospering state, and embody the power behind it, was granted the ability to achieve that world. Yet during their confrontation, the callous cruelty and negative consequences of Valentine’s vision is made apparent over and over again. First with Lucy, then with the innocents killed ‘somewhere else’, and lastly with Gyro and Johnny. Valentine’s actions always betray the truth of his intentions; once he proposed the deal, should Johnny have accepted, he intended to backstab Johnny and kill him the moment he got what he wanted. If he had truly been the ‘righteous one’, he would have kept his word and left Johnny alone once the rotation was reversed. But leaving Johnny alive would have meant he was no longer the most powerful man in the room, and that idea is something Valentine can’t stand.
Valentine is not a good person with good intentions. He claims to care about America, yet throughout the story discards his men and citizens like bugs (consider the train engineer). His actions continually demonstrate the reality: Valentine is power-hungry, petty, vindictive, ruthless, and above all else, a manipulative liar.
Valentine’s patriotism is the motivation behind his actions, but his brutality and deceptiveness defines those actions and is evident in everything he does. The implicit reason Alt!Diego failed was because he believed Valentine. By the end of the story there shouldn’t be a question on whether Valentine or Johnny was in the right. Valentine was the villain and he needed to be defeated. His ‘righteous’ world was, unequivocally, wrong.
#Funny valentine#johnny joestar#d4c#d4c arc#steel ball run#sbr#this isn’t as thought out as my usual stuff but I’ve been poking at it so I tried to write it down#This is my call to action. STOP SLANDERING JOHNNY. I am tired of ppl villainizing him to try and ‘add depth’ or whatever to sbr.#yeah there’s a *some* moral complexity but be so serious. youre telling me you don’t know who’s in the right??#Between reincarnated Jonathan Joestar and the American president who tried to sa someone? get real#I’ve been in this fandom long enough to have grown sick of the cold takes lmfao. maybe read and think about the story a little. just an ide#sbr analysis#My posts#sorry no sources cited this time. writing this on tumblr website on my phone bc it refuses to update and the app won’t function anymore.#hope everyone is having a happy holiday tho#this was all actually an elaborate lead in for a joke but um I thought about it and was like ‘wait I actually do have opinions about this’#sorry for the clickbait I couldn’t think of a good title
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Can we have some information on glitch simon au? 🥺🙏
HEHEHE ABSOLUTELY!! I have a lot of Itchy stuff on the back-burner I'd be happy to talk about while I doodle up new Winter stuff! :D I actually have MORE itchy art/lore than Winter lore surprisingly it's just... really scattered and needs a lot of explaining dhsghfdsja... but we'll disperse it in small chunks...
This is his current main ref (kinda wanna update it tho bc there's some things about it that I don't like anymore).
Aaaaaaand a little bit of info I can give on him:
After the events of the failed ritual, this Simon is no longer human, but he's also not aware of this. He's a cosmic entity behaving like a human-shaped portal. Very in-tune with time and space and super sensitive to it's changes and flows.

Is made of a VERY powerful energy and suffers from MMS again. However, because he clings to his sanity as an anchor, his usable magic is limited (needs magitech to access most of it).
He's not glitching 24/7, although it takes him effort to keep himself from glitching. Physical pain and mental/emotional stress will cause him to lose stability.
He can time-travel AND universe hop, but hasn't figured out how to control the destination. If he glitches too hard, he will go full portal mode and teleport into a random universe and a random time period (if you touch him, you will teleport with him).

Has "future memory" which functions similar to past memory. He can recall events (within his own timeline) that haven't happened as if they've already occurred. This memory isn't perfectly clear and he's NOT all knowing. Gets memories of the future mixed up with those of the past (I read the Enchiridon's page on Amok Time/Multiverse stuff and got a bit inspired).

And that's all the info I'll give for now! I'll definitely be sharing more about him / his story in the future. I just haven't drawn or written a lot of it out besides scattered doodles that might be hard to understand without full context. I have a little Betty scenario that will be posted soon, but in the meantime I hope this is satisfying!! :)
#adventure time#atimers#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#glitchy simon au#itchy#fan art#digital art#flat color#2023#cappycode replies#anonymous#he has a website with all his (unfinished) story lore but it's a HUGE wip and I don't wanna share it yet :(#I kinda wanna... reveal things gradually actually... because I think that would be more fun#versus spilling all the deets on main...#he's a bit complex in the way he functions but I'll be happy to clarify anything if anyone is curious!!!#I just wanted to be sure I elaborated on this small bit before... posting the betty stuff... :)
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